Aku tahu aku masih berhutang cerita ceriti aku waktu di Medan dengan you all semua.
It's just that I do not have the mood and the urge to write about it at the moment. I am going thru some rocky moments in my life. It's just something that have hit me before. I gave him the chance to proof that he has change. YES.. he did. But just for a while. And now he has done that again.
I feel that I need to speak to somebody, but I can't. I need to resolve this as soon as possible or else my entire life will be upside down.
I wish that you guys can give me courage and pray for me eventhough we only know each other in this cyber world.
Till then when I feel I can write again, I will.